19 April, 2009

There she goes!

Venue: BVBCET
Date: 17th April
Occasion: Annual Gathering “Sparsh 09”

It was an evening that I will never forget. I & my friends gathered at the quadrangle of the college to watch the dance shows & the music shows. Two of my friends went to the other side of the quadrangle to meet their class friends. After 5 minutes, my cell beeped.

AB (My friend at the other end): Dude.. S is here!!(I wont take the name of the persons involved here)

A (Myself): Wat! Where?!

AB: She’s rite infront of me. She’s looking stunning!

A: Where are you?

AB: Opposite the right speakers. Come quick

A: M is with me. Can’t leave him alone

AB: It’s okay. Come here man.

A: Okay. I’ll be der in a second.

I told M that I’ve to meet this friend of mine and I’ll be back in few minutes.
I ran across the green grass to get a glimpse of my crush of 4 years. She had been my college mate in 11th & 12th. I had never spoken to her till now. I just used to admire her beauty (Weird). I moved towards AB.
A: where is she?

AB: There she is (Pointing to a girl right opposite to us)

There she was. Looking stunning as ever. Clad in her orange salwar kameez, she was standing with her friends, watching the dance show. She was looking beautiful. Her shining ear-rings, her beautiful smile… Ah! It drove me crazy! I told AB that I wanna meet her. But I have this phobia of not speaking with gals. And it was haunting me again. I have hardly spoken to girls in my whole life. And here again, I was hesitant to speak to her. She knew my name & who was I but she never spoke to me and I don’t complain about it ‘coz boys should take the initiative first.
I messaged V, a classmate of S and my best friend among girls.
A: Where are you?

V: Opp left speakers.

A: Okay. Can you come near EEE dept?

V: Ok. Give me a second.

V appeared near the dept & I told the reason why I had called her.

V: Ok. Wat should I do?

A: Do something. But I wanna speak to her.

I was still apprehensive to meet her. I was kinda scared! V and I spoke & spoke but I dint agree on anything! Finally I made up my mind and said “Leave it”. AB came up & said “I knew you would do this”! He had been my best friend since 11th and he is still now. By this time, she had left the college and I was still wondering how to meet her!
I have been doing this from past 4 years! And I still don’t have the solution to talk to girls. I again missed the opportunity to speak to her and this time I felt like crying!
Help me God! Help me! :’(

1 comments:

shruthi said...

oh..... i really feel sad fr u.......!!