Discomfort

There seems to be nothing that is going in my way at this juncture. My holidays have begun; I’ve not joined any fuckin classes. And above all, I’m undergoing house arrest!
This is just what I dint want at this moment of my life
This day for record, a sense of lethargy had taken me over and now I am feeling that again… something I cannot afford to lose for a whole lot of years to come, but you know when I see through them, I wonder wats this life all about… Is it about success or about satisfaction or about some other crazy reason? If you ask me where I’ll be after two years, I’ll be blank for a sec & go into a state of nothingness.
Life pretty much sucks during holidays. You are puzzled with two questions over n over again. One is wat are you gonna do now & the other is wat are my other friends doing. Yes! That’s wat happens if you are alone. You start getting weird thoughts.
One more thing creeps you is results. And its even more freaking if the exams have gone bad. You feel like committing suicide.
These holidays are a learning period as many say. But I disagree! These holidays are to sleep, listen to some classical songs & watch wateva you want on the idiot box! You just can’t get your ass off the cushion.
I don’t know why I’m writing this blog. I won’t feel good after writing this but its kinda satisfaction that I’ve done something nice today. Happy till tomo!